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I spent five years and every dime I had rehabbing a house with landscaping. Many back breaking, brutally hot summers hauling dirt, regrading, painting, etc. The house is/was magnificent. My first "home". Enter.. neighbors. The driveway was tilted sideways to my yard, flooding my gardens (dead bushes), yard, and overflowing into my basement (lots of mopping)., . I'm watching all of my hard work, my house, my gardens implode. Plaster walls are starting to crack from starting to sink from the water. Inundated with ants/ He refused to cut his back yard. Mosquitos. High weeds against my new fence...now warping. Dozen of snakes came and made a new home. I called code. They gave him a notice. Lawn cut, but not up against the fence. I had to reach under and pull four foot high weeds from my side.... With lawn cut, the. snakes scattered into neighboring yards. My dog no longer plays in the yard- he chases the snakes.Then the bright spotlight.. motion censored. Commercial grade. Last night flashed at least 60 times an hour for hours. It illuminates my shades. It's like living next to a seedy hotel with a flashing vacancy sign. God help me if I want a break on the electric bill and open the windows on a cool summer night. BAM! Light flickering on the headboard for hours. And cup of coffee on the back porch in the morning? Oh hell no. Dogs crying for their lives to get out of confinement. Sit on back porch at night? Nope. Stench of dog waste and mosquitos from high grass.
They got four puppies upon moving in Dec 2019... and they are never home. They would bark 6-8 hours/ day for the first six months. Then all last summer would cry for their lives to be released from confinement starting at 6 am. I'd sit inside and wait until the "teens" (I call them) woke up from their night of partying. 11 am, heat kicking in, and I'm starting my yardwork. NOT 7 am while it is still cool. Cops? They stop barking when they hear a car door, to listen. Law states that an officer has to hear them bark for 15 minutes unprovoked. once the girl realized that we had issues with the dogs, the hell started. She would put the dogs in the yard late at night, get them to bark, then take them inside and turn the lights off. Just enough barking to wake us, not long enough to get an cop here.
The problem is... I'm exhausted. Damage control- spraying for ants from the constant wet ground, mopping basement at the slightest rain, lugging bags of soil to gardens to replace $$$.. and now fix the crack in the plaster and repaint the living room $$$. I'm 62 years old. I'm tired. I'm just doing damage control constantly. and going broke.
The deeper problem is... I'm constantly raging. Just the sight of them sends me through the roof. It's the disrespect, the ignorance, the "wiping out years of hard work and lots of money". Oh, these neighbors are wealthy. Trust fund babies with union salary. I'm barely making ends meet. Maybe they think everyone is growing money out their butt... destroy, replace, repeat. NOT.
I'm at my breaking point... and extremely sleep deprived. WITHOUT them next door I work long days and hard work. The extra time in picking up their trash, basement bailing of water, constantly spraying for ants from all the water- inside and out, dirt replenishment... and watching beautiful gardens just die bush by bush.... I'm dying here.
I'm afraid if I stop being mad, I'll collapse in tears that wont stop... and say "F IT" to the house, yard, gardens.
Talk to them? Too late. Bad blood. The sight of them sends me through the roof.
I need to release this.. but can't because I rage every time I do "damage control". I am supposed to be enjoying my property/ house that I worked my butt off on for years.
I just want them to go away, or become responsible. Either don't seem like an option.Help
